Butterflies dancing around

Fri, 19 May 2023 12:41:57 +0000

The first candidate is to start at 10 a.m. I have put an alarm at 8 but when the alarm rings, I sleepily switch it off. There is another alarm at 9:30 for security reasons, in case the first alarm does not wake me up. I rise up at the shrill music of the Nokia alarm tune, switch it off, and sit on the bed with my eyes closed. My whole body wishes to lie down and sleep. I feel drugged. This is a struggle I have to undergo every morning, the struggle to get up. If it was a holiday, I sleep till 12 in the noon. Otherwise, I wake up like a little child being asked to sit in a class, totally disinterested. I knew the medicines did it. I had never had this problem before I fell ill.