Cure for the curse

Fri, 12 May 2023 06:43:36 +0000

Next day the first thing I tell Boss is that I would have to take a leave to fulfill my duties at the University. She is cool with it even though she says that these treatments work best when the continuity is not broken. Continuity helps us find the path to the current situation. The causal path can shine light on the needful transformation needed to get one back to normalcy. She switches on the Traumafinder as I get mentally prepared to see images of my past. Emotionally I have been there the whole time. But watching the memories go by is different. You feel like a river flowing through a mixture of landscapes: fast on high altitudes, slow and wide in the lower plains. You feel it pass through different structures accumulating different experiences as it makes it way towards its final destination. My mind is a river. My life is a river. And I am looking at its early stages.